Dream

Dream is a simple words but can have many different meaning.

But what I want to share is about a dream movie I watch yesterday.
Movie name is Inception.

It story basically means there is people with the ability to go into your dream world and then slowly find your hidden secret in your subconscious mind. To be honest the whole idea is very unbelievable to me cause the movie make it sound like so simple.

Just give the person some medicine that will make them sleep in a stable and peacefully. Stable in a way that unless a very specific way is use. Else you can't be wake up. Like even if I slap you face also you won't be waking up. Only when I drown you in the water, you will wake up.

If really such a medicine exist, it gonna be wonderful for surgery/medical I guess. Coz it sound less side effect compare to the morphine etc that is used now.

Anyway, once you can accept this part, by just tell yourself, this is a movie, then you can have enjoyable time of going to dream world.

It is quite fascinating to see that you can control the dream world. Mess with the normal physic, build a bridge in front of you when you want.

Too bad I dun know how to do it. Else I will imagine a Ferrari or Bugatti Veyron for me to drive. :P

The movie introduce a very interesting idea. One that I do believe is real. The time in a dream is not same with real life. So if you in first dream world, 5 minute may means hours in real life. And if you go deeper, it can go for days. At 3rd level you can be in dream world for years when you are just sleeping for a night. That means you can experience your teenage time again and again provided you can control your dream and imagine the different path of life that you possibly take in your life.

Give life a 2nd chance. Something that many people wish.

Oh yeah.... one more thing need to share is, after watch movie, you possibly tell yourself. I don't want to dream anymore. :P

I want this... I want that....

Have you ever feel you want to have this and you want to have that but you just can't?

Everyone do, right?

Recently my company have staff performance evaluation. Normal staff where the boss and you have a personal talk that boss will tell you what he hope or expect from you. You need to show what you want like to be transfer to another dept, or to progress in your career.

This part is where I guess I fail. Coz I never really think of what I wish to do in my career. My aim is just to earn more money and satisfy my other craving in life. Coz I already give up on those so called dream job or job that I do what I like. I mean dream job like getting 10k a month and doing nothing etc. Or be able to do what I like as a job. Coz what I like is play game. So can I be a professional game player? I am sure I can't.

So when boss tell me, I am now XX age. I should think of what I want or how I want to progress in my career. If really want to think of what I want, I can make a long long list.

Like first, I want to travel to Hokkaido, Japan. To this place :

Also want to go a lot of other place to travel and see those pretty scene with my own eyes.

But then even simple thing that I want also I may not be able to achieve.

Like I just want someone to go watch a movie with me. And even that also I can't seems to find anyone to do that with me...

Well I guess I have to go alone...