Love make me strong, without love I am Lost.......

Today is her birthday. I do not know who or how she will celebrate it, but I guess she will find a lavish way to cheer herself up and then say it is just a normal one. Not extravagant sweet etc.

But why need a lavish way just for birthday? If it is someone else birthday she will be saying that too. But if it is her birthday it will be totally different.

That is her.

Friends that is close to me always wonder why I am so in love with her? I feel stronger, feel more energy, feel anything can be better when I think of her. Like when I am deep bad mood, a smile from her will light up my day. Like when I go casino gamble, thinking of her seems to bring me luck and win money (100% False illusion). It will really be silly if you think of it from logic view. Like how can you be more energetic to go work and find more money, when works are still the same with or without her? But still to all those fools that is in love, they do find more energy to go work when they are in love. If you don't, then probably you don't love that person as much as you think.

Why would that happen? Perhaps is think of the bright future together with her. Perhaps you feel you need to be strong to protect her. Perhaps is love make the body hormone producing more endorphin and thus you feel more energy.

So now, without love, I am lost. Really....

I feel like I am a boat floating in the sea, without any direction. Without any bright future that I should work towards it.

MELANCHOLY MOOD......................

Welcome to Android World~~!!!!

To begin on why I join this world, it is all because my one and half year old Sony Ericson Satio is faulty. SHIT and F**K to you Sony Ericson. I have been supporting you since my 2nd phone. Have been supporting you since K500 in year 2004.

I am very happy when I get my Satio for my birthday in year 2009. You can still find the old post here but very fast I start to feel disappointed. Considering this is Sony Ericson first try to use Symbian OS as their phone OS. Problem is expected but the lack of further support such as firmware upgrade to solve it really disappoint me. Also Symbian as a OS that has been in use by Nokia for so many years, I am expecting some real good software around to install and play with but again this is another disappointment. No wonder Iphone capture the heart of smartphone user and Nokia handphone market is slowly losing out.

The only good thing about Satio is the camera which capture photo that is same quality as a normal digital camera.

End of my story for Satio. Now begin my Android experience. After browsing for choice a few days, I find that my choice is really limited. Coz I don't want join the Apple gang. Don't want Nokia that is not Android supporter. Don't want another Sony Ericson (even though their new Arc design is really tempting and nice looking). I hear bad thing about Motorola and HTC. Thus my choice is left with those Korea phone, Samsung and LG. I do not wish to spend another 2000 for a phone, especially since this is my new venture to Android world (Bad experience from Symbian) so Samsung Galaxy Ace that is price below 1000 (RM999 is still below 1000) is my only choice.

In the begin it is quite bad because I do not have any data plan, so finding software in android market is a trouble for me. But after playing with it for a week and bought a WIFI router for my home internet, everything looks good. Software list is vast from useful thing like a torchlight software that let me use the back camera LED as torch light (A really simple thing but Symbian fail to implement. What kind of "smartphone" is that?) to real nice camera program that make use of the processor to create toy camera effect etc. And most important is when I post at Facebook now, it will show "Android". Ya I am a poser and like to showoff. :P

Now left is my Papago software that seems to fail getting the GPS signal. Not sure is because of me or something else.