Monday, September 24, 2012

No dream is too big to be archive.....

I don't know since when.... Maybe is from all the ultraman cartoon that I watch as a kid. Or maybe is the Masked Kamen Rider. Or those 5 different color hero that each drive a different robot and can join together to combine as a big robot and then go fight other outer space monster. Or is it the long forgotten Robotech/Macross
I guess that time I already feel Japan is a very special place... A place that I wish to go.... But as we all grow older, we will realise some dream is just too hard to realise

I don't know when it start again.. but this dream is all become an impossible to achieve dream. I guess I mature and grow up fast enough not to dream anymore as a kid....

Now this dream to go to Japan is slowly becoming possible for me again...

Or I am making this dream possible.

Going to Japan Tokyo this coming November....

Lesson to learn, no dream is too big to be archive if you keep believing.

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Leaving

Gonna leave the current company soon. Of to another new environment and start a new life.
It is all good here... Work is chaotic as usual. But since I have understand of the system here, I still manage to survive. But everything will be a new beginning at the new company. So probably no more Facebook or blogging during work time....

My colleague here suggest for a farewell with me. But for me it kinds of unnecessary, because
1. If we are really friend, then we will still meet each other in the future for dinner etc.
2. If we are just colleague kind of relationship that we won't go out for movie etc, then most likely the farewell is just in the surface. Not the kind that touch the hearts with hugs and wishes...
3. Plus it gonna be quit rush to a nearby restaurant that I am bored with...Unless they choose the expensive French Restaurant downstair. :-)

At first I hope that I can go without anyone notice. Like the poem, "悄悄的我走了, 正如我悄悄的来,我挥一挥衣袖, 不带走一片云彩。" or the song "瀟瀟灑灑的,給我瀟灑的上機,痛痛快快,願能痛快話別離"

I still dream that someone will probably sing one of the song below after know I have left..

你说走就走 一去不再回头
让我在这里 痴痴等候
我以为这一次你只不过是说说而已
没想到你是真的要走


你這剎那在何方 我有說話未曾講
如何能連繫上 與你再相伴在旁


最心痛是 愛得太遲
有些心意 不可等某個日子
盲目地發奮 忙忙忙其實自私
夢中也習慣 有壓力要我得志
最可怕是 愛需要及時
只差一秒 心聲都已變歷史
忙極亦放肆 見我愛見的相知
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
偏要推說等下一次



Enough... too many song jor... XD
Will be endless if continue...

Leaving now... see what is the new "缘分" in the new company....

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Time.....


Time is the best remedy for all wounds....

Time is also human biggest enemy....



Time slowly heal my sorrow and heart break.

Time also slowly age me.

Recently I start to notice wrinkle at my forehead...
Must got get some anti aging face care during my next trip....

I still remember when I first start to work, my colleague say I look so young and do not believe that I am 22. But now I am no longer the youngest in the company. My current company for example, have staff that is born in the 90s. That is almost 10 years younger than me. When I see them, I still feel I do not look too different from them. But when talk, I notice how naive inmature I am in the past. Haiz....